Category: Plastic Spoon Heads

I am in a place of confusion, I am troubled, this happens on the road of life.

Some would argue, I as well, that CONFUSION is the factory of insight. We can escape it, it’s not always trivial. Sometimes, if we want to find the truth we have to let go of a lot of bullshit.

In class, the last few weeks, we’ve been discussing the science behind illusions, mirages, and YES – confusion. Why do we get confused? How do we clarify thinking? These are important life skills and these skills allow us to navigate an often chaotic world.

But behind my gaze lay a simple fact: I was admonishing students to behave in a way that I was UNSURE I was capable of doing. That’s confusing: what if I’m confused and asking the students to avoid confusion is hypocritical bullshit?

If you listen to my podcast or read my blog, all 5 of you, then you are aware that my faith has been shaky the last few years – since the “COVID”.

I am not lukewarm, if I were lukewarm I’d still be married, making $300K/year in some hospital system running their IT. I am not CONFUSED about right and wrong, I am CONFUSED about who is really looking to the RIGHT or the GOOD and who is actually WRONG.

THERE ARE SO MANY using God right now to commit acts of EVIL, many of these poor pathetic souls work for the US government or the criminal State of Israel. Some are citizens of both, and in that sense they should have a double-wide in Hell.

I TOOK THE OATH in 1996, it is FUCKING UNAMBIGUOUS. It is your DUTY to DEFEND (which means using violence if necessary) the US Constitution against all enemies FOREIGN or DOMESTIC. That means if President Trump is a war criminal (which he is at this point) it is the DUTY of US military to arrest him, and hand him over to the Judiciary and the Senate for trial. If you believe the COTUS works? – then this should have happened already.

If you think the COTUS works? – every fucking dual citizen of Israel and the US should be forced to make a choice? – you are with us or part of THEM, the criminal freaks of Israel.

None of this will happen.

Perhaps the only prophecy I would recommend, at this point, is the YEATS’ poem – THE SECOND COMING.

Yes, Virginia, I am confused. I am troubled. I will not commit evil, but I am told daily by normal people that “little acts of evil” is okay. Little pieces of corruption is okay, everywhere I’ve been since 2020 has been the same – a big fucking shit pile of little acts of evil, destroying everything, eating away at everything, corrupting everything.

1. There is no God. Christianity, as with many other religions and belief systems, is a control mechanism, an op. There are Christian-Anarchists that PRETEND you can lawyer your way out of this essential argument, but when you read the NEW TESTAMENT there are statements that DIRECTLY CONTRADICT 1 SAM 8 – period. In more than one of the books of the New Testament we are told AGAIN AND AGAIN that as Christians we must submit to earthly authority: that means Trump, Biden, Clamala, Obama, Bush, Clinton, et al … It means Netanyahu and Putin … it means Xi and the crazy fuck in El Salvador with his CECOT mass grave in the jungle. There is no God. We will only be free if we reject all of these supernatural beings.
2. There is a God. He did sacrifice His only Son who was made man even though He was the Son of God. But the Roman Empire could not have this, and what you can’t destroy you corrupt – hence Emperor Constantine, the Council of Nicaea and the Bishop of Rome. The Romans did what they always do: corrupt, destroy, mislead and represent Evil on earth. This broken promise to protect the Word carried over to the Greek Orthodox Church too and everyone AGREEING that GOOD LITTLE CHRISTIANS obey the state … even if the STATE is dropping high explosives on a building in Philadelphia (MOVE 85) or conducting above ground testing of nuclear weapons in Nevada (too bad for John Wayne). There is a God, God loves us, this EARTHLY REALM is corruptible and the Romans corrupted the Word.

If you settle on 1 above, you can stop here. I was driven there by abuse from Catholic nuns and other “good Catholics”, when I was a kid. I spent the first 42 years of my life as an ATHEIST, and yet, even then, I had a profound since of RIGHT and WRONG as essential features of the universe – so I suppose I was a flawed Atheist, amirite?

I chose GOOD a long time ago, whether there is a God or not.

I sacrificed my career for GOOD, before I heard God whisper in my ear.

I have not lost my faith, but if I have not lost my faith then I must say unequivocally: the plan of LUCIFER is deep and long, and in the throng of ROME and the EAST you will find the lies of the Devil.

Rome was evil before the first senator or Caesar.

Rome was evil before the Tarquins.

Every ANCIENT CELT knew in their skins the evil of Rome.

If there is a God, the VATICAN has zero to do with Him.

As the KHAZARS likely hijacked the TORAH for evil, the Romans did the same.

There are between 450-900 versions of the Bible, which one is right?

Boblimptock will end … it started in 2020, I think it ends soon …

GRINKEN TIME will come, and this could be eschatological or simply the unfolding of human bullshit … maybe the human race survives, maybe it doesn’t. The soul may be eternal, but the flesh is not.

That’s where I’m at, 7 AM, March 28, 2026, in the time of BOBLIMPTOCK.

Lord in Heaven
I am confused.

I know still
that YOU love Me
and the whole world.

I know still
that you sacrificed
your only son
to redeem
to save
everyone.

I know still
You are there
beside me
nudging and helping
when and where
YOU can.

I feel lost
I feel as if
the din of earthly affairs
is washing out
the Holy Spirit.

I see so many
killing and raping
stealing and lying
behaving like the 
children of the Devil,
they tell me "this is normal",
I tell them "this is wrong",
sometimes I even
end up losing
my job.

The Lord created us
in His image.

The Lord has no SUPER GOD
He reports to.

We have but ONE LORD
to obey.

If you split your loyalty
between one lord or 
another lord
you may find 
your soul
torn to shreds.

I still LOVE
the ONE TRUE GOD.

I still know
and love
and grow.

I still endure
despite my age
and my pain.

I still see
beyond my pain
to see the other
and Jesus helped
with CLARIFYING
reducing my confusion.

The Lord said to me:

"Dan, you could always see
you saw the right and the wrong
you saw the good path and the crooked one
you saw the disciples and the deceivers
you just didn't know
in all the time you had to grow
that I gave you your eyes."

In His name
we serve
Jesus Christ
AMEN.