Discussion: how hard is it to forgive? how hard is it to find peace?
A friend of mine was explaining forgiveness, and said “you should forgive, but that does not mean you can be friends”. He meant to say that forgiveness does not mean acceptance, nor does it mean that two or more people can be friendly. It means people can live together, peacefully, but in no way does it mean “everyone is going to be friends”.
The difficulty of forgiving my own father.
The difficulty in forgiving myself.
The broken families that result from two years of lies.
How can we have peace without forgiveness? How can we have forgiveness without a choice? – can someone be FORCED to forgive?
Silent prayer to request help from God:
Lord’s Prayer:
Have a great week, and I don’t know if there will be another one …
In a recent study, 9/10 Americans said the Moon was closer than Texas.
When asked to identify China? – 8/10 Americans point at Mexico.
7/10 Americans, when asked to point to Russia on a map, identified Canada.
Nearly ALL AMERICANS agree, the US sent multiple manned flight missions, to the Moon, between the late 1960’s and early 1970’s … and then they all collectively pretended that not going back for more than 50 years is normal.
Nearly a fifth of all sexual encounters end in intercourse.
In 1934, it was determined: “Real men LOVE cigarettes, sexy women love cigarette breath … mixed with whiskey.”
60% of Americans would eat their cat before their dog, the other 40% will die of starvation … soon.
1/2 cats will eat their owners if they must, 77% of all dogs think this is creepy.
85% of herpes cases occur 120% of the time … they just do.
1/20 Christians believe in God.
99% of all salad bars, at restaurants, contain cat feces … a lot of it … it looks like croutons. (but it’s not croutons)
If you were lost in the deserts, chased by wild dogs, 45% of people would feel bad about that … the rest, plus your ex-wife, would do pay-per-view to see it …
61% of all people will die, the rest will become zombies and vampire and Sasquatch.
If you hunt whale-squirrel, in the darkness of the night, there is a 76% you are on drugs.
It has been determined that 23% of racists hate black people, the rest hate the Danes.
86% of fat people eat too much.
Almost half of all Americans is 50%.
22% of all people will pick their butts and then lick the finger they used.
If your girlfriend or wife is a Democrat? – there’s a 86% chance she will be a bitch.
6 out of 4 Americans don’t understand ratios and fractions.
Half of all commuters want to kill you … because of that stupid shit you did getting onto the freeway last week.
74% of the United States is made up of America.
1 in 6 sofas hide a dead body.
72% of all US high school graduates believe math involves rhyming.
Nearly a third of Americans believe they are 66% of the 7/10 Americans … almost half are wrong.
A full quarter of all nickels are dimes.
90% of all human pregnancies happen with women …
666% of all Devil worshipers are hated … and SPOILER ALERT: it’s mostly Satan that hates them.
Almost one third of Americans have had sex with a drunken walrus, the rest wish they had.
From a study at the KOOSTEN’S INSTITUTE, they determined that 98% of all assessments are 23% of the ones that deal with why your girlfriend has crabs after spending the weekend with her “cousin”.
1/3 of taco meat sold in the US is undocumented … but they just want to go to college. Dreamers …
100% of all mass graves were meant to remain hidden, but the truth wins out …
Most people want to fall in love, very few succeed.
Freckles’ Food Quote Revisited …
“Food is supposed to go rotten, eventually.” – Dr. Freckles
Likely things and boredom … (and Claude Shannon)
“The statistically probable becomes boring.” – Dr. Freckles
After the “Goat King” incident of 2016, after the “LSD WITCH TRIALS” of 2017, I’ve come to understand that I need to talk about this.
I have to unpack this:
The really bad and probably exploited computer from 2007 … or something. The thing would NOT take a LINUX install … I remember thinking that first day in VEGAS … “I’d like to do this open source” … and trying a linux install … and it failed multiple times, returning errors I’d never seen. 32 bit, 64 bit, and versions going back long enough that there should have been no issue. It’s funny “go grab one of those computers from the closet”, I can truly say, working all levels of code monkey life, this has never happened.
He said he followed VONU anarchism, which, I eventually understood, translates to: anarchism on the Death Star, and using Death Star bucks to get rich. But don’t complain about the Death Star.
He believed the US dollar would never go away – but he was the type of creepy anarchist that would make fun of religious people (meditate).
The random “friend from the Vietnam war” who is a former deep state weapons designer, and pilot, who KNOWS what we are seeing are contrails … but when I asked him about Operation Popeye? (glazed eyes) link: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Popeye
The entire office was basically unprotected, no real security to speak of … in a very iffy part of town. It looked like the whole crew had just moved in there … everyday it looked like that. I had the feeling that the “office” were a prop from The Sting …
I was told he was a successful dude who knew how to get things done – including taking these weird trips to Dubai. But he couldn’t rent a room in Vegas … better YET … the excuse he used about not being able to rent a room was “discovered” as a result of me needing a rented room. Just weird.
The dude I stayed with, in Vegas, could only be described as “mind fuck light” … weird, stressful, dude … a dude who claimed to not understand, in some autistic way, that there are WALMARTs almost everywhere in America. He also had to insult the people I’m living with AND broke my fucking keyboard costing me money, he never paid me back.
The dude said he hated drama … almost IMMEDIATELY after the project began, I told him I’d entered a very severe depressive episode. I modified my billing to reflect my productivity. This “connected, technology guy that doesn’t like drama” didn’t find another resource. After July? – he should have, but he didn’t. It was weird – It thought, at first, maybe this guy is lonely. By November, I’d gotten over the worst of the depression and we were just weeks away from bringing on testers and potentially paying customers – this is when he canceled the project. To this day, he hasn’t asked for any transitional help, or the current source code. Weird. for a guy that hates “drama”.
A 6 month long, 14K dollar project, resulting in a useful demo of an online investing analytical tool. It was more value I’ve seen produced in the last decade for 14K … and just when we are making some progress forward? – it’s over. I saw Microsoft waste 7 million bucks over 6 months on a REALLY STUPID PROJECT that failed. And that’s just a normal day there. Oh, yeah – this “anarchist” really loved MICROSOFT and AMAZON.
He would periodically use a childish version of neuro linguistic programming to push another person’s view … he’d say “I think this is the smartest guy I know” … and yet that “guy” was excluded from the project until I said “I’m not going forward” without him? Weird. Then, I guess, the project fails 2 months later.
He doesn’t like drama: but he often didn’t pay on time or at all. (hence the 14K)
The saga of Boomer and a block of cheddar and Dr. Freckles’ rule 87 governing dogs and food. Specifically clause (c) … “If you can get it on the floor, it’s yours …”
Our environment’s only chance …
“Our environment’s only chance is this: emulate nature … I don’t see a lot of governments of the trees or squirrels.” – Dr. Freckles
Shit posting on 11M … (27.245 MHz)
Repetition and Automation …
“What I do repeatedly, even with slight alteration, I can automate.” – Dr. Freckles
People who talk like SOF, but talk tactical issues on social media …
Anyone with a YouTube channel that has more than 1,000,000 followers …
Anyone that recommends MICROSOFT or MICROSOFT owned shit …
Working on a “big project” where the sponsor “has money”, but he suggests you pull some old crappy tower from 2006 out of the closet … and this tower WILL NOT TAKE a linux install, for some unbeknownst reason … and the sponsor doesn’t seem to have trouble flying, despite being associated with … YOU GET MY FUCKING POINT.
Someone says “I don’t like drama”, but they spend half a day trying to find a WALMART (in the USA) … weird … then trash my fucking only bluetooth keyboard … visiting his “sister” or “friend” Mimi in Colorado weird?
Not wanting the source code after you paid about 14K dollars on something … why wouldn’t you want the source code?
Working on the first kits, learning some stuff about Raspberry Pi …
Getting the python code done …
RAD SERVICES and our simple python news service. (RAD SERVICE #1)
Dealing with anxiety, related to the project … that’s normal … just wish I was younger.
If the WWW had evolved in a free world, there would not be a switch. Sure, you’d have good and bad people, as you always do, but there would be NO FUCKING SWITCH … why are we doing what we’re doing? – because they really can’t stop it.
The weather …
Dane Wigington and this last weekend …
History …
“History is a hooker with VD.” – Dr. Freckles
Language rules computation …
“Language RULES computation.” – Dr. Freckles
“If you want to avoid SKYNET? – keep your fucking languages constrained.” – Dr. Freckles
Language LED TO mechanical computation, not the other way around.
Ada and Babbage
Language crisis
DNA
the programming crisis of the 60’s and minute man 1.
language injection, SQL injection, bugs, and emergence.
Context sensitive VS context free: and the reality of chaos and emergence within non linear complex systems
TPTB do NOT want you to know this simple truth … a great deal of power lay in language (hence the monkey herpes mask/no-party fear orgy)
HIGHER languages emerge, as we are ready.
The rational curve for token expansion within a living language f(x) = sqrt(x).
You can …
“You can lick 9 volt batteries to get an erection.” – Dr. Freckles
The best way …
“The best way to run America is NOT to.” – Dr. Freckles
Tragedy of the commons …
(that’s what happened to radio, in the wrong way)
Aggression …
“The MOMENT you must use force to resolve a conflict, that is the moment you have failed. So government fails a LOT … a lot …”- Dr. Freckles
Toys, when I was a kid …
(you’d just explode sometimes)
Public, Private, FCC …
don’t say dirty words, it’s public
don’t record our conversations from JS8 … it’s private
don’t conduct commerce, it’s public
but if you are lucky enough to have a magical FCC license to broadcast, we’re not sure if it’s public or private …
Ceiling and NOT the floor …
I’m going to be 52 soon … so I’m going to start saying I’m 60 …
I think there are people in my life who are posing, larping, and not who they appear to be.
I think that a LOT of people get attacked like this, and this does not make me special.
You could call it a series of coincidences, or part and parcel of spiritual warfare.
Part of the means by which I determine these “folks”, is by comparison to my actual friends.
I have met and spoken with “targeted” individuals … and I believe almost every American in the United States is being targeted, managed, manipulated, to some extent … the “monkey herpes” outbreak of 2020 would have been impossible without it.
The LONG EMERGENCY revisited …
I haven’t read Cluster Fuck Nation in more than 2 years, so I have NO FUCKING IDEA if JHK still believes the same shit.
I’m not a fan of one of his frequent guests, because to me he’s one of the chief fear mongers of early 2020 … don’t even want to say the guys name … fucking viruses crawling up drain pipes and shit … cigarette cure … a LOT of fear mongering. Chris Martenson
Just because we need to be sovietologists when we approach the media and the “news”, does not imply that every “accepted member” is a liar, or that the liars only tell lies …
Masks, Howard Hughes, and germophobia … and how BEING INDOORS and ISOLATED and PEEING INTO JARS with STUNTED BREATHING from masks might … ya know … BE BAD FOR YOU.
That last mile …
“That last mile is always the hardest, and the most exciting.” – Dr. Freckles
RECAPS …
I hate them … fuck you for being lazy. You could have watched all 45 episodes, but instead you tune into episode 46 … and you’re like “thanks for the recap” … and I’m like “FUCK YOU … YOU LAZY SOB!”
Like MOVEON.ORG will be 30 years old soon … like the NEVER ENDING Clinton saga … “that next GOP president will put her in JAIL …” – nope … never going to happen. Hillary MIGHT get “killed” (like Epstein) or killed by the mob, but she’s never going to jail … and whatever happens to Assange? – you will NEVER know the truth.
Stay at home
WWG1WGA: Q … follow the plan … do nothing … just stew in your fear
Currently, we have most of the components for our first build outs, and in a few weeks we hope to have these folks, online, and talking … selling, chatting, participating in community OUTSIDE the government owned WWW.
Very close to the truth, is where “sheepdogs” venture …
“Don’t throw out the baby with the bathwater … because … I don’t KNOW about babies, but bathwater is hard to find.” – Dr. Freckles
Ideal market theory, crypto, and Simple Radio Markets (SRM) …
Ideal markets are TRANSPARENT.
Ideal markets have no barriers to INFORMATION concerning pricing and costs.
Ideal markets have NO ARTIFICIAL or IMPOSED barriers to entry: like KYC laws, for example, that crypto sites simped to as soon as the dog whistle went OFF …
Ideal markets have predictable pricing and allow for stable business management.
There is, in theory, no more IDEAL market than a market that uses ONLY radio, whether encrypted or not, to exchange data.
If BITCOIN people were serious, they would use radio and NOT the internet for message propagation and for competitive coin generation with proof of work … if they were serious.
What is a SIMPLE RADIO MARKET?
SRM: barter and money based trading scheme in a generalized lambda network of publishers and subscribers of data that has been encoded for analog transmission.
PM: K7IAC~#DIESEL, #FUEL~SELLING~$6/GAL
What does this message say, over 11M?
“I am call sign K7IAC, I have diesel to sell. It’s $6/gallon as of right now.”
What is Rated Return on Investment?
It is a score that gets sent out to indicate, on a scale from 0-100, the overall satisfaction with the transaction.
Spoofing? – this is going to involve network triangulated encoding.
Secrets …
“The best place to keep a secret is forgetfulness, the second best place is your mind, the third best place is with someone you trust … everything after that is hackable.” – Dr. Freckles
Purina
Purina
Fuud
Phresh (like at the airport)
Boblimptock
What God tends to tell prophets …
Does God warn of impending doom? – sometimes …
Does God warn of others, attacking from beyond? – sometimes, but it is connected to the Lord’s plan, and not random human trauma/drama …Does God tell you if your wife is cheating on you? … probably not.
Does God waste his time with tattletale drama? – seems like low rent shit for God.
I’m not saying that God won’t “warn” concerning the actions of others, but it is almost always about a curse or some law that has been broken. And, the reason prophets are told? – it is CONDITIONAL, usually … like “if you change your ways, it doesn’t have to be like this”.
God does not PSYOP us, or scaremonger us – it’s called FREEWILL …
God does not threaten … his statements are absolutes.
AND IF GOD THREATENS DOOM? – it is God’s hand … (he doesn’t need nukes)
So, if some voice in the darkness of night tells you: “WW3 starts in two days, cuz God told me …”? – just be careful you are certain WHO’S VOICE you are hearing, listening to …
(many demons play this game, of whispering fearful lies into your ear)
“Why is it better than sex to simply be with someone you love, in a bed, fully clothed with no sexual implications? …. because we are sharing the darkness, together.” – Dr. Freckles
Space is death …
“When I was 16, THEY showed me space was death.” – Dr. Freckles
(think about how many sailors died, crossing the oceans, in the 16th century …)
“I wish people knew the difference between communism and kindness, between cronyism and competition, between coercion and VOLUNTARY cooperation … I wish they did, life would be easier.” – Dr. Freckles
MINIMALISM
“How much stuff do you need that you will never use?” – Dr. Freckles
Growth …
“Growth is NOT bad, growth without purpose is cancer.” – Dr. Freckles
Business
“The lazy thinker says: I must poison my neighbor to become rich.” – Dr. Freckles
Government and Freedom …
“It is impossible to work for the government AND work for freedom.” – Dr. Freckles
OFFENDED / TRIGGERED
“You’ve never been offended? – you need to have that experience, and get over it.” – Dr. Freckles
